xuan

xuan

Monday, August 30, 2010

I break wif chee hong dy...
and the main reason is not about you

jz theres no special feeling to him
and
I can't forget U??
I havent let down U?
I haven't forget about the PAST?

i don't know!
I really don't know!


I duno I still love u ma...and its very complicated!

Saturday, August 28, 2010

You know that I've couple wif chee hong!
and now u 祝福 us ....
I don't wanna any 祝福 

The whole world people can know acept you can't know
cause i don't wanna you know!

Haiz..now you now already,you seems like ignore-ing me again




我爱你。yapweisheng

Friday, August 27, 2010

this is the last thing and the last time we talk seriously
and 
the last kissgoodbye from u
Everytime when i look at this conversation...
my tears will flow down
and i can't forget that night 
27july..2.57am
the last day,and last kissgoodbye

I love the way you hurt me
i just wish that you could still hurt me, DEEPLY
cause i love the way you hurt

At last at night you text me 
and gave me a goodbye kiss
which is the last 1
T.T









[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 我不是個很好的男朋友。。。


和我交往




吃虧的是你~











對不起












[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 y





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 cuz i'm not a gud男朋友



[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 err....o





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 en...





 sry 





[c=19]Ie'm SeeHui ♥[/c] says:



 EXCUSE ME !! 




 感情逃得了一时




 逃不了一辈子! 




 why you two juz ..




 o.. 





 en





 ok..





 LOL ==





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 ...





[c=19]Ie'm SeeHui ♥[/c] says:



 越逃避 伤害越来越深



 I juz can tell you all this



[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 我。做不到




 . . . .





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 see hui - wad u talking abt?___i cnt read


[c=19]Ie'm SeeHui ♥[/c] says:



 means..





 if now dun say probaly 



 nex time will hurt more..



 sumthing lyk tat explain laa



[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 o





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 就。。





 當作有緣無分吧




[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 就____i wil listen to wat u said but i will still love u

[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 ==





 I'm not very主動de boyfren



 and





 u couple wi me will 



 very 悶 de




 means...





 sienz





 +bored





 +not happy




 and 





 summore




[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 nvm





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 ^^





[c=19]Ie'm SeeHui ♥[/c] says:



 she said she half happy



 half sad 





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 o





 u will 幸福的




 =)





 Wish you get your 真正的幸福~


[c=19]Ie'm SeeHui ♥[/c] says:



 i gtg 





  





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 Bye





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 bb





  





  [c=19]Ie'm SeeHui ♥[/c] has left the conversation.

  





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 so?





 now





 sleep?





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 no





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 o





 then?





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 dhen ?...





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 ?





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 har?





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 dhen???





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 dhen ??//




[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 LUAN





 now do wad




 ?





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 luan?





 wad mean?




[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 





 tat traditional word




[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 o





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 dun wan slp?




[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 projek la...hw can slp



[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 o





 i also got projek




 i dun wan do




 tmr last day?




[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 enn





 pn chin dun 1 do mana boleh?



[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 o





 yahor





 er..





 u finish at whole night



[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 2dae oni stat geh




[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 o





 not bad





 erm..





 but i wan slp...




[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 den go slp lur




[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 en





 u reli not blame me?



[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 blame u on wad?




[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 o





 means no lar




 okok





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 ==





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 can i giv eu a GOODBYE~KISS~??


 ER





 ntg la





 jux kiddin




[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 lol





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 bye bye





[c=23]mii___sorpohxuan❤[/b][/s] says:


 bye





[b][c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c][/b] says:

 erm...





 fast finish and then go slp ba

































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































This is what u told me on the past...and till now
I can't forget it
cause its beautiful








[c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c] says:

 wootss so late jor niaa


 *gotta slip luu ~ chat 2moro aa ~ 

*tata 




*^^




 [c=23][a][-XuaN][/a][/c=23][] says:

 tata




 i 4oni slp




[c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c] says:

 pui~




 u problem la



 no nid tell mi



 ^^




 [c=23][a][-XuaN][/a][/c=23][] says:

 i wan try lc u ma



[c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c] says:

 zz




 suan




 en..




 [c=23][a][-XuaN][/a][/c=23][] says:

 blek




 go slep la



[c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c] says:

 night ^




 diam la lu^^



 [c=23][a][-XuaN][/a][/c=23][] says:

 nite...




 i suang la



[c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c] says:

 ok bye




 night




5




4




0




 hehe




 [c=23][a][-XuaN][/a][/c=23][] says:

 ?




[c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c] says:

 din type (520)



 hehe




 ei




 ei




 sohai la lu



 lol




 see




 [c=23][a][-XuaN][/a][/c=23][] says:

 u wan mi type ke?



[c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c] says:

 炫=wad u knw?



 [c=23][a][-XuaN][/a][/c=23][] says:

 i duno..bt i noe hw 2 pronouse it oni

[c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c] says:

 rmb last time u sent 520 to me

 tis time my turn jor



 [c=23][a][-XuaN][/a][/c=23][] says:

 ya




[c=63]【c=63][b]Sheng[/b][/c]】[/c] says:

 hehe




520




 [c=23][a][-XuaN][/a][/c=23][] says:

 reli?










Everything ended with nothing












I realised that I haven't let down him., forget him and of course haven't stop LOVING him..
and i felt really guilty of having a boyfriend which is not him,but is another guy
i dun really love him, i just like him....
and I LOVE YWS

What to do?..I can't figure a way to solve this problem..
I LOVE YWS


haiz...
my life is getting complicated and difficult...
I really couldn't let down him ...cuz his really perfect in my heart